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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Do you believe in dreams?

This is not an eat-this-sleeping-pills-and-you-will-have-a-good-dream adv. But I want to ask first. Do you believe in dreams? What are your dreams mean? Were your dream good or bad?


I myself don’t affected much by dreams. As people say, dream is only something occurs in some sleep stages. For me, it is something fun occurs in our sleep. And I want to share about dreams. Certainly, this happens for reason. Though I ain’t dream in every episode, ehm...every sleep I mean, I used to got weird dreams.


When I was a little kid I often had a nightmare, fallen by the sun or being chased by monsters, yeah that are common nightmares. As I grown up, my nightmare doesn’t come very often, maybe just once or twice a year.


Lately, I dreamt about weird things. I ever dreamt a woman loves me and she wants me to be her girlfriend (hello!! I’m still straight). I also dreamt about having love affair with Kelly Purwanto. I am a married woman, and Kelly is my another man, yeah that damn hot Kelly (i wish!! lol). Another weird one is I order someone to make me a semi-naked self-portrait drawing (weird for me, really, but maybe not for others).


But I have certain nice dreams as well. I dreamt of Fabio Grosso, and I hug him, again, again and again :D. I am a huge fans of Grosso for sure. Then I dated David Villa-Silva serially, in my dream. Obviously, I love this kind of dreams and i wish to repeat those dreams. But unluckily good dreams aren’t repeatable.


I wonder, how could we categorized dreams? Which is counted good, bad or weird one?!


In my opinion, bad dream or nightmare is kind of dream that followed with anxiety, fear, or other negative emotions. Of course good dream is the opposite of it. If we are awake from such dream like this one, it usually brings us happy or good feelings. And sometimes if it is cut by a sudden wake up, we are upset cause we still want it more.


So what about weird dream?! This is the toughest one to be categorized. I consider kind of dream in this category is one with strangest thing that will not happen in real world. It could be bizarre settings, freak people, or weird plots. But, people have their own definition for weird things they consider, rite?!

Friday, June 27, 2008

A Hopeful Heart

I've just try this quiz just for fun




Your Heart is Feeling Hopeful



For you, love is a feeling that's been growing and blooming.

Whether you're in a relationship that's deepening or found a new love, your feelings are slowly changing.

You're remembering how amazing love feels - and discovering emotions you've never felt before.



Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little carried away



Your current outlook on love: Optimistic and playful



Your love life will improve if you: Stop and reflect on how your love is changing



Watch out for: Falling too hard, too fast - you've got to let your sweetie catch up with you!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Iqra'! (=to read)

It is one of message in my cell phone that I wrote in draft. It is not a-message-to-send-to-others but it is a kind of message for myself. In other word, this is a motto or a slogan or catchword or whatever it called. I used to repeat this word everyday, verbally or non-verbally as a magic spell (sounds like a wacky-obsessed-Harry-Potter-person, rite?!).


As I have ever read, repeating such spells or words could affect our mindset or our custom. And the effect could be good or bad , it is up to the magic spell of course. That is why I used to repeat the “Iqra’!” word to motivate me to read and read more. And yeah...it works except kinda book entitled “How to choose a good and healthy goat” or something like that...:D


I choose to motivate myself to read more cause reading is very beneficial. It is very obvious, and I guess most of people can state detailed benefits more than I do.


In addition I have two others magic spells, which are “Alive and Kickin” and “Only God can judge me”. Those words aren’t my own words but inspired by others. Yet, these words are pretty effective as magic spells for me. A magic spell to alter myself to be more positive.


So, what about you?! What is your magic spell?!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Introduction

This first posting is just a preface to the next postings. I make this blog to continue my hobby in writing which is started since I was a little child. I was the second winner of writing competition over Turen city. That was in my fifth grade of primary school (the best I’ve had ironically, lol :D)

Frankly this is not my first blog since there were two previous blog I have made. So why on earth I make this third one?! Well, I forget my first blog’s password. Not a quite good reason, but I did not want to make any posting at that moment (what the hell the first blog made for then,huh?! :D).

The second one was much more better. There were some postings in it, thanks God, and some comments as well. But I deleted this one because an error occured.

And finally, I hope this third one will be better. So I kindly ask for comments from any reader about the content or the grammar or everything. I ain’t good at grammar, and I do need help at it.